near perfect

i’m fat

i feel kinda depressed today.  my size 5 jeans actually fit me.  they actually fit.  a month ago, those jeans were a bit loose on me.  but now they. actually. fit. 

i still weigh like 126 lbs.  all the fat seems to have went to my thighs.  because my wrists and arms and legs and shoulders seems to be about the same as when i weighed 110-115 lbs.

i’m really fat.  i’m pathetic. and ugly.

Notes

1. blackgirlwithaned said: you are not pathetic.
2. natural-anthem said: you’re beautiful the way you are<3
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