thought #9
this sucks. i gained weight. i weigh 129 lbs—the most i’ve ever weighed in my entire life.
i need to re-lose the weight. i need to get back down to 110 lbs.
i know i shouldn’t. but for the first time in weeks i visited some pro-ana sites today. i just can’t help it. i need inspiration. i don’t want to be fat anymore. i want to be at my old weight again. a month ago, i weighed 115 lbs.
